cat watch beeps, early it is
  3:63 PM be carefull


Wish i could fly , and i wish harder i could just sit still.
Scaled dragon drank a matini with me while waiting for the moon train.
Just got out alone , the disco really wasnt´that much of a lonely place
The bar on the other hand was a really warm place in the vague way of dreamin´.
Clueless, and hapilly lost
Tied and tired or tired of being tied
Smoke a pack a day
1 meal with vitamins a day
scroll over a thousand musics in one hour
spend a thousand hours listening to the same song
now i know all the lyrics...
...now I cant stand the music
did i ever mention i felt lost
even after the map they gave me

I want to make Money with people´s suffering
Cash a pence for each feeling
And ina very sociopath way , feel nothing about it
And keep doin´it.

I wish I could dance like a bullfighter
wish i could feel powerfull like a doctor
and mercifull like a judge
lost cat came home
I kicked it
many books
many people i´ve read about
if I was to write my own book, guess I couldnt´ handle the task
one girl once said to me
-I will show you fear and you´ll see how good is love , how good is anything
-I am going to change you !
I said
You dont ´have that power
Later she said it would not work
Later i agreed
But never understood

Hypocrite you say, what? Give me a gun
Ammo made of meat
794 rounds to blast

Now this thoughts come to me in a sensitive and far more destructive way
Wanna know something
Feels good
But feels wrong
Can you bend the bullet ? can you bend your feelings ?
And shoot a target behind a another target.
One said , let´s wait
For what ? asked I
Wait until you are available
But , do you like me ? at least the same way i do ?
No answer
Guess I never outranked anyone  in the reading signs activity
Well anyway today a dog came to me and said
- you should really see the thing the way i do.
- When I was getting ready to make a question he almost ripped my leg apart, just before leaving in a stressful rush
Do you get me?
Does T.V exist ?
Care to hear me say i almost had chat with Giullaume Appolinaire
I like to know what I'm doing right, and what you like about it!
Pale skin
Pale blood
White thougts
Clear mind
It´s all a matter of time before my blue eyes go white as well
With them the only resemblance to a beautifull person

Slave children in dwarf costumes working on my mine
They draw snakes from the walls
And when they steal one , one of their hands is chopped
Someday , guess i´ll open a place , a little shop where i can sell keychains
Hand-made keychains

Do women really have diamonds as best friends , and men as best toys
I wish I had a matching appearance to that of the lizard
Hauted by a strange nemesis
Run away with me my ego, let´s go out grab some beers go fishing
Tattoo our brains and feed our feet with new land
The birth of the new comes after dawn
A new era shall rise to commit suicide
Neverbefore seen black sparkling shootingstar waves me from far

Rise to see, lay down to hear the music
Paly with me
Rise against grafitti ,and write it on the walls

Overexposed life
Divided corpse , unified mind
They hate me for what i am, they hate even more not being like me
Why
So they could prove me  how easy it is to change
How easy it is not to be an idiot
Oh great creator of mankind spare me from this old fools
Either finish this entropic life
Or give them ice-cream

Smile as if you really mean it
Cry louder so you can blind their eyes
So that the last thing they see is your scream and the depth of life
to mark them , and make them listen to the colours of this age
to never again feel against their skin the scent of brain oil

BE SURE- was the name of the boat
After racing my mind for a stunning 24 long hours
I got some answers
Ya wanna fly? Puke ! you may not fly after it but...
...it´ll make you lighter.

Joy to ride
Proud island
Small nature in the holy grail
Blood fall from the sky

Still confused, guess I drank too much last night
Way to much , enough to think someone came to me last night and  said
Really like you.
Here is my number , you have anything to write it on, well yeah
The number is 96ejn45eid...d3d.dºokd2sfvk.d342f.op25.k.çxkv35fç.k325ivk poifojfp
Can you repeat please...
Are you there...hey...damn
Then what , táxi home, as far as i can get, it was an stressfull way to spend a night relaxing.
Last night , i can only remember it in a lindenbergh kind of black and white

Must work
Half of it, allmost done , ripped and twisted , destroyed and thrown away by some cunts i really dont wanna bother about.
Honor
Loss
Celebrate the full moon, as you celebrated your 1st birthday
Destroy the boat
Fly
Stay still , or they´ll hear you
What...but...is it ?
You want to be heard
Well then , move , jump , shout , laugh , clap hands
Drink the sand beneath your feet
Drink it fast
Spring is over , because it never started.
One day , someday, they will discuss.
Remember him, and his way of not standing still, to be a real pain the ass

Elavating- was the name of the second boat
It´s only  5:89 PM


101.284.992 persons to see
abbey road
earthquake in berlin

need someone to balance this
to create a new world

sounds familiar ? well it should

-this is a nice gun you have here my love, does it fire meat , feelings , ink , cloth?
-No , no , just bullets !
-so it means if i press this...


( silence )

dont´ die on me
dont stress
it´s allmost time
don’t worry, I'll go too.

Death is always late
And next time , i´ll shave .
I promise


Ten Roses to your grave every same day in october , every year ,every last...one of them, troughout eternity , until the end of worlds and love , until the year 2086.







Thank you.

Hope this wont be used against me in court .